my mundane life
2025-7-29
sleepy again. i swear i have a messed up body, why am i always so tired??? anyway. im chilling w my sister in our room, doodling in my sketchbook. ive been meaning to attach images to my daily blog so i think ill start now. yay? grandma offered to give us money to go to DQ to get ice cream but ... we'd have to walk there. and where we live is not very close. a long long walk. we live in the outskirts of our town and its so annoying. back where i used to live was so much better (before events happened and we had to move.). i miss being able to walk to get bubble tea w mama and sister ... T_T... anyway, if anything, id rather get a burger right now. not sure why. DQ burgers are mediocre but one of them sounds really good right now. hungry...
-mari p
2025-7-28
im so tired... i fell asleep after me and my family went out for pho. it was good but my grandma didnt let us get drinks because "its bad for us"... when i barely ever drink pop... it was annoying. she keeps asking me dumb things too. none of us are really happy to be living with my grandparents. grandma always gives mama this stupid talks that even SHE doesnt like. and mama puts up with a LOT... and annoys us too. theyre the religious type, christian, and while im not religious at all, i have to lie because... you know how they are. "ill go to hell" or something because THEY gave me religious trauma as a kid, and im Gay as hell. that reminds me, if they had came home early from their trip this month, we wouldve had to go to this huge church that loves to take money and plays the worlds loudest band with no warning. even mama and my grandparents thought it was too loud.
on another note she keeps pointing out how fast im typing. its? embarrassing? to say the least. i just said i was talking to a friend (cant tell her i have a boyfriend OR a blog, LOL.). i know to an extent i am overreacting but she was being awfully annoying earlier (telling me i need to smile and that its "a part of life" even though i do smile. when im happy. if im not smiling im neutral or whatever else. also im AUTISTIC.). shes also sooo against me going to a school MADE for people like me, who have trouble going to school and learning. its 3 day in person classes only and shes assumes that means i can just slack off? ??? ah,,its annoyingg,,,soannoying,,,, my sister hates it here too,,, we just have to push thru till we get a place we can all can share comfortably,,
well. i didnt end up writing that in my notebook first. its fine tho. ill do it another day.the pho thing still confuses me tho. if anything soup is worse for me (stomach condition i have) than the iced tea i wanted. im just? confused??? shes very health-obsessed but all her facts are wrong, which spread to my mom, and then it gets wooorse. you know the "sugar is bad" and "carbs are bad" even though we eat rice EVERY. DAY. like do NOT fuck with me.
ok.. i could rant for longer but i probably shouldnt. i got an overnight hair curler thing that doesnt use heat so thats nice, and im gonna get my haircut soon, and get subtle highlights. itll be the first time i get anything like that, and im excited to have short hair too. ok im hopping off lol
-mari p
2025-7-27
hello! hi!! i finally got my website done and ready to use. im very happy about it. i plan to write boring shit here, so you dont really have to read this, but its fun to get it out somewhere, right?
right now im waiting for mama to order pizza. my sisters with me too, shes playing roblox on the tv. its surprising, she plays roblox more than me and shes 20. older than me. not that i care though, im way too immature for a 17 year old.
i plan to write my blog entries in my awesome fuckin chiikawa notebook before writing them digitally here, and probably changing it a bit. this one is done in spur of the moment on my couch though. im excited to have this finally finished, ok!
i need to update the shrine and add a bit of my art to the art section, and probably actually start saving my csp files into pngs and not leaving it to rot once i upload it to twitter. that site is gonna go down soon and i know it. i need to collect all my drawings into a folder at least. id be very sad if i lost my shock marauder art, mine and ones by others.
uhh. i dunno what else to write. probably gonna go rest now. i have an artfight revenge i need to do as well, but im seepy right now. thx for listening.
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hi im back . i had fun :) i got a new sketchbook and some other supplies, and gum. got a few fidget/sensory toys too. right now my sister is playing with my cat, mango. i also finally got to eat the pizza ive been waiting for :D it was good. didnt end up getting bubble tea like i planned but its alright, im happy with what i got. ^_^
-mari p